I feel like a dark cloud has been following me this week, and I am not sure why. In fact, I almost feel guilty for feeling this way because of all the tornado victims that lost everything. I feel like this week, I should be especially thankful. But I feel blah. I didn't post my Spring Fever update because I just didn't want to...and I had worked hard to stay on top of my goals last week.
I haven't been to the gym since Sunday...I have just been so exhausted each night. I know a run would make me feel better, but I just don't want to go. I just want to go home to my husband and puppy. I feel a bit clingy with them this week. I want us all together whenever possible. The devastation on the television is on around the clock...I want to stop watching, but I can't. We have done a couple of donation runs to neighboring towns, and the library is taking up donations currently.
Just say another prayer for Alabama...and me.
I haven't been to the gym since Sunday...I have just been so exhausted each night. I know a run would make me feel better, but I just don't want to go. I just want to go home to my husband and puppy. I feel a bit clingy with them this week. I want us all together whenever possible. The devastation on the television is on around the clock...I want to stop watching, but I can't. We have done a couple of donation runs to neighboring towns, and the library is taking up donations currently.
Just say another prayer for Alabama...and me.
Oh Jess....never apologize for how you feel. Its not something you can control and obviously there is a reason for how you feel. I know what you mean about how you want to stop watching but you cant. Its something that hit close to home for you and its also understandable that you are clingy to those you love. ITs sweet and shows your priorities are right where they should be. Hang in there kiddo. I hate dark clouds :(
ReplyDeleteI definitely understand the whole clingy thing... I will get that way randomly sometimes and will just flat out tell my hubby, "Hey, I don't know why, but I'm feeling kinda clingy today... Just so you know."
ReplyDeleteSometimes you just want to be stay physically close to your loved ones, and that's fine. They're loved ones, that's why they are there. :)
Thinking of you. ♥ I can't imagine how tough this must be - even if you aren't as physically affected by the situation, it's close, and that's scary and emotionally affecting. I agree wholeheartedly with Jennifer - you shouldn't apologize for your honest feelings! *hug*
ReplyDeletedefinitely thinking of you during this time. i think its understandable that you just want to be home with those closest to you! hang in there...praying for you and all of the victims of the tornadoes!
ReplyDeleteTHOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU! hang in there!
ReplyDeleteXOXO
ReplyDeleteoh man, I hope the weekend and next week pick up for you! Maybe you just need some husband and pup time!
ReplyDeleteI hope you are feeling better today!! I am so sorry you are going through this!! Take care of yourself. Praying for you!!
ReplyDeleteKeep focused!